It has been more than 2 months now since I committed myself to a woman who will soon be my wife on 14 Nov 09. It was originally planned for me to get married beginning of next year. Being a devoted family person, I soon realised that I was increasingly feeling attached to my prospective wife and my love for her grew very much stronger each day. It was indeed an expensive love affair that have got me shuttling between Singapore and Kuala Lumpur quite often and numerous overseas phone calls.
Looking back from the day I decided to take her to be my wife, on 9 Aug 09, it wasn't long ago, but my love for her grew like wild fire and feeling very happy thinking of her everyday. Though I must admit that at times I felt reserved and hope that everything goes well.
When I lost my late wife it was like feeling half of me was gone. Though I continue to get back to the routine of my daily activity, life did not seem to be exciting anymore. Everything seemed like a chore and more like living for others. The joy of looking forward to have intimate moment or just sharing stories and secrets with someone you love was not there for the past 3 and half years. Life is but no zest.
I am happy and excited to be married again and looking forward to the 14th of November 2009. I know that I have found someone who loves me very much and will make my life exciting again.
Only those who have been married for more than a decade or more would understand the true meaning of a man being half without a wife and vice versa. Metaphorically, a wife is like half my blood, half my heart and half my life. For the past 3 and half years my blood was half full, my heart was half numbed and my life was half filled. The woman I am about to marry is infusing my half-full blood giving me energy, healing my aching heart to keep me going, filling my life with excitement and greater sense of purpose and she completes me again. I pray that Allah will cause all our plan to succeed and grant us happiness in this world and hereafter, insyaAllah.
Friday, October 23, 2009
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